It was early in the morning, before Shalat Shubuh, October 31st 2017. I checked my phone and saw messages from my sister in law. She asked me to accompany her swimming for her therapy.

The day before I agreed to join because I had the last swim such a long time ago. But since I didn't have my period coming (5 days late from the path), and unusual symtomps are beyond my mind, I tried to convinced myself to have a test. After 10 months idling finally the testpack get to be used.

I took a small container and start peeing. Then I put the testpack to it, waiting for couple of seconds. A strip appeared, another one came. I had 2 strips on my testpack. I'm so happy. Very happy.

I told my husband which just woke up and half sobered. He's still confused. He asked what was that. I said I got two strips on the testpack. He smiled widely and wanted to hug me immediately. But first, Shalat Shubuh.

We got to check at the night because it's weekday and my husband had to work. We went to the clinic where we usually come. I was happy yet flustered. I hoped everything is fine.

And then the doctor showed us the USG. He said I'm positively pregnant. There's a soon to be embrio, poppy seed sized, inside my womb. But it barely seen. But we were glad.

I hope everything will be fine. I hope me and the baby will stay healthy and grow fondly together. I promise I'm gonna be a good mother to him/her.

Sayang, you're really worth the wait. Let's be happy together inside Ambu's belly  ❤